2 weeks ago
  • Admit it, we are adorable lol

    Admit it, we are adorable lol

  • 2 weeks ago
  • I try to take photos sometimes but I can never really be bothered these days. When I am having a rare good night or a good day and not struggling at all, I just want to enjoy the moment. 
This man is wonderful though ain’t he? <30

    I try to take photos sometimes but I can never really be bothered these days. When I am having a rare good night or a good day and not struggling at all, I just want to enjoy the moment.
    This man is wonderful though ain’t he? <30

  • 2 weeks ago
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  • I&#8217;ll do this instead of falling asleep. I&#8217;m not as awful at it as I expected. #destiny #ps4 #psn #amskay

    I’ll do this instead of falling asleep. I’m not as awful at it as I expected. #destiny #ps4 #psn #amskay

    #amskay  
    #psn  
    #destiny  
    #ps4  

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  • Nicks Bday :)  (at Mana Bar)

    Nicks Bday :) (at Mana Bar)

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  • Go master builders!!

    Go master builders!!

  • 3 weeks ago
  • Here&#8217;s one for you. I think my new medication is giving me horrendous nightmares.

Ever since I can remember I have had some form of nightmares every night. But I deal, I get through and I know they aren&#8217;t real. They repeat and I become familiar with them and turn them into an adventure.

Last night my nightmare was new&#8230; Not a recurring dream I can brush away. Not familiar. And it felt incredibly real. There was blood and death and murder,and I woke up feeling like a terrified shell of a person.

Each night I am exhausted but can not sleep. Tonight I am exhausted, but afraid to sleep. 
I feel so defeated and though I really am trying all I can to be okay I feel like things never will be. The appointments, the pills, the stress of it all&#8230;. I am not built for this. Fuck I don&#8217;t think I&#8217;m built for anything. 
All of this is meant to be piecing me back together but I feel like I am being torn apart even more.

    Here’s one for you. I think my new medication is giving me horrendous nightmares.

    Ever since I can remember I have had some form of nightmares every night. But I deal, I get through and I know they aren’t real. They repeat and I become familiar with them and turn them into an adventure.

    Last night my nightmare was new… Not a recurring dream I can brush away. Not familiar. And it felt incredibly real. There was blood and death and murder,and I woke up feeling like a terrified shell of a person.

    Each night I am exhausted but can not sleep. Tonight I am exhausted, but afraid to sleep.
    I feel so defeated and though I really am trying all I can to be okay I feel like things never will be. The appointments, the pills, the stress of it all…. I am not built for this. Fuck I don’t think I’m built for anything.
    All of this is meant to be piecing me back together but I feel like I am being torn apart even more.

  • 4 weeks ago
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  • Dem email feels *hangs head in embarrassment*. Had it since I was 11, And worst part is that I still use it. It&#8217;s not that bad, it&#8217;s just people always think it means something else than it actually does&#8230; Haha

    Dem email feels *hangs head in embarrassment*. Had it since I was 11, And worst part is that I still use it. It’s not that bad, it’s just people always think it means something else than it actually does… Haha

  • 1 month ago