• I’ll do this instead of falling asleep. I’m not as awful at it as I expected. #destiny #ps4 #psn #amskay

    I’ll do this instead of falling asleep. I’m not as awful at it as I expected. #destiny #ps4 #psn #amskay

    #amskay  
    #psn  
    #destiny  
    #ps4  

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  • Nicks Bday :)  (at Mana Bar)

    Nicks Bday :) (at Mana Bar)

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  • Go master builders!!

    Go master builders!!

  • 6 days ago
  • Here’s one for you. I think my new medication is giving me horrendous nightmares.

Ever since I can remember I have had some form of nightmares every night. But I deal, I get through and I know they aren’t real. They repeat and I become familiar with them and turn them into an adventure.

Last night my nightmare was new… Not a recurring dream I can brush away. Not familiar. And it felt incredibly real. There was blood and death and murder,and I woke up feeling like a terrified shell of a person.

Each night I am exhausted but can not sleep. Tonight I am exhausted, but afraid to sleep. 
I feel so defeated and though I really am trying all I can to be okay I feel like things never will be. The appointments, the pills, the stress of it all…. I am not built for this. Fuck I don’t think I’m built for anything. 
All of this is meant to be piecing me back together but I feel like I am being torn apart even more.

    Here’s one for you. I think my new medication is giving me horrendous nightmares.

    Ever since I can remember I have had some form of nightmares every night. But I deal, I get through and I know they aren’t real. They repeat and I become familiar with them and turn them into an adventure.

    Last night my nightmare was new… Not a recurring dream I can brush away. Not familiar. And it felt incredibly real. There was blood and death and murder,and I woke up feeling like a terrified shell of a person.

    Each night I am exhausted but can not sleep. Tonight I am exhausted, but afraid to sleep.
    I feel so defeated and though I really am trying all I can to be okay I feel like things never will be. The appointments, the pills, the stress of it all…. I am not built for this. Fuck I don’t think I’m built for anything.
    All of this is meant to be piecing me back together but I feel like I am being torn apart even more.

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  • Dem email feels *hangs head in embarrassment*. Had it since I was 11, And worst part is that I still use it. It’s not that bad, it’s just people always think it means something else than it actually does… Haha

    Dem email feels *hangs head in embarrassment*. Had it since I was 11, And worst part is that I still use it. It’s not that bad, it’s just people always think it means something else than it actually does… Haha

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  • James and Ange bought me this from oz comic con <3 :D So lovely!!

    James and Ange bought me this from oz comic con <3 :D So lovely!!

  • 1 week ago
  • Are these still a thing??? They are my favourite and I never see them anywhere any more :( I really want one. I can&#8217;t stop thinking about them. It&#8217;s driving me bonkers haha. HELP MEEEE

    Are these still a thing??? They are my favourite and I never see them anywhere any more :( I really want one. I can’t stop thinking about them. It’s driving me bonkers haha. HELP MEEEE

  • 2 weeks ago
  • I hope the hell that was today will be worth it, and that the difficult steps I am taking are going to make me a happier and healthier person. I feel incredibly overwhelmed and to be honest it has been hard to remain optimistic about my future this week but I&#8217;m going to continue to push through. I&#8217;m going to laugh at every chance I get and if I need to cry that is okay too. I know that I am doing the best I can at each moment, and that is what really matters.

    I hope the hell that was today will be worth it, and that the difficult steps I am taking are going to make me a happier and healthier person. I feel incredibly overwhelmed and to be honest it has been hard to remain optimistic about my future this week but I’m going to continue to push through. I’m going to laugh at every chance I get and if I need to cry that is okay too. I know that I am doing the best I can at each moment, and that is what really matters.

  • 2 weeks ago
  • I am groot! #teefury #groot #guardiansofthegalaxy

    I am groot! #teefury #groot #guardiansofthegalaxy

    #groot  
    #teefury  

  • 2 weeks ago